Established in 1973

as i type this, i have been asking myself the direction that my life is taking right now.

unfinished assignments. incomplete school requirements. frequent internal whining at work. intense desire to leave the country.

there is this unrest in my heart that makes me question what i want in life.

i guess, your example should put me where i want to be- contented and at peace for you have gone to where your heart is.

happy birthday! cheers!

To Do

this year started by making everyone at the unit busy. high census. demanding relatives. sick people. this is how we roll.

totally spent and exhausted, i have yet to stop myself from binge eating and sitting in front of my laptop. thinking that i deserve all these unhealthy stuff, i wonder what the hell happened to my rest days.

discipline. self-control. priorities. i may have to start all over again.

Resistance

the new year.

i could not think of a perfect post to start the year but with this- me resisting to be the victim of apathy and lack of action to do what is right.

this is it...

2012 Part 4

somethin' fishy. birthday. eat out. celebration!

2012 Part 3

work. karaoke nights. goodbye. welcome. preceptor. preceptee.

2012 Part 2

night outs. practicum for adult health. juniors. good old friends.

2012 Part 1

new work. new friends. new environment. new challenges.

A Reminder

hello there!

i just remembered that i still have a blog. happy new year!

Try Harder

just a thought before i sleep...

i hope this will motivate me to continue.

Dark Side

as i type this, ten times ko nang pinapakinggan ang kantang dark side. i feel that my dark side is already out sa work.

kapag may ayaw ako, i verbalize it or they can read it with my face. sometimes kasi, ang flattery in other forms are like permission to be abused. kaso naman, i do not ask for flattery. i just want a peaceful shift and a not-that-tiring case load. kadalasan, this is all but a wish.

so this week, ngarag ang lahat ng tao. the dread of being asked by the surveyors and knowing the right answer is too much for everybody to bear. kaya giving me the most challenging cases would not help. minsan lang kasi i feel na hindi patas. pero sabi nga ng iba, wala naman nagsasabi na patas ang buhay.

i just wish na matapos na ang stressful na week na ito and we hope to pass the accreditation.