Eating My Own Words

i'm wide awake at 2 am. right now, gusto kong sumigaw for things na hindi ko naman mababago. particularly, ang katoxican which led me to these lessons that i learned the hard way today.

1.) true friends will never leave you even in times of trouble. so charl, alisan ang pagiging maasim sa kanila.

2.) save! putik, i felt like a beggar kanina. always make the right choice in buying things.

3.) haste makes waste. alam mo yung feeling na alam mo naman e pero, hindi mo nagawa. nakalimutan mo or may ginawa kang iba na kailangan din.

ang hirap. ngayon palang, gusto ko nang sumuko at sabihin kay mark na tama siya.

Cameo Appearance

hi.

i'm making an appearance here at my blog. grabe, been working for how many days and my strength cannot just measure up sa demands ng buhay ko. so heto, my blog missed me so much.

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mark

right now, i feel na malapit na akong maburn out from work. para hindi dumating sa ganong moment, i really try to go out during my rest days. i watched spiderman and ate my comfort foods. di bale ng maubos ang pera basta hindi lang mabaliw from the stress sa work.

bukod dito, there is one person who makes me not give up with my present work- si mark. ganito kasi yon, we were batch mates when i worked in egypt. we had the same experiences- mga katoxican, code blue, nakakainis na patients at mga superiors. kaso, after one year, umalis ako. leaving him all alone sa kabaliwan ng egypt.

recently, nagkita kami. and everytime na napag-uusapan ang work sa egypt, lagi niya akong kinakantiyawan na mas matatag siya kasi hindi siya bumigay. well. everytime i feel so tired and i just want to quit, i think of him making fun of me.

well, leche ka mark! i will not give you the satisfaction of me quitting work again. anyway, salamat. kasi it gives me another reason to strive harder.

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big

i'm getting big. again. after my successful weight loss prior to my hiring date, i am back being busy getting big.

pano naman, i fuel up again by eating. like a lot! kainis. kasi,i do not want to get big again. i really wanted to be healthy as my exposure to patients who did not choose the healthy way keeps bugging me.

with that, i want to take up swimming lessons. i want to have a good form and really know how to do it. i also want to gain strength. kakapagod magbuhat ng mga taong three times ang bigat saken.

plus, it could also be a way of releasing my stress from work. need to start asap.

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school

i could not say that i have changed my old ways. tinatamad pa rin ako minsan sa paggawa ng assignment. but i hope, this semester will be different.

kaya i will stop blogging muna. bye!