Wednesday, February 29, 2012


champions at last!

now, i have to champion school, work and my personal life! roar!



you gave me a different ride of emotions. shitty, exciting, stressful, rewarding and all the same time fun.

i do not know what to say but thank you and good bye.

sincerely yours,


Wednesday, February 22, 2012


maintaining a profession is one big challenge.

truth is, our lives do not revolve in our profession alone. we have our families, friends, our partners and the world throwing crazy things upon our shoulders.

you are not alone. i offer my prayers for you and your father.

you know who you are.



been working hard the past week as i was on my own- no preceptor and no one to help me most of the time.

not that i am complaining but i can hardly feel that i still have life outside work. within one week of work, i had three 12-hour shifts which meant that i have already 12 hours of over time.

and oh, a senior staff commented that i had the most number of overtime work. is this what you call the baptism of fire?

well, anyway.

i had a lot of stories to tell but i do not know where to begin. shall i begin with patient relatives who are so demanding? or those patients who make me smile and appreciate my profession?

then there are these people at work who spew bad vibes that makes you wanna escape work. there are also the consultants (doctors) which they give you this feeling of being at the mercy of a god.

plus, i have three assignments due. two of which i think are at least a month old late.

i do not know where to start.

so there, i am still here. hopefully, better in time.

Tuesday, February 7, 2012


I like being alone.

I like drinking coffee alone, and reading alone.
I like riding the bus alone, and walking home alone.
It gives me time to think, and set my mind free.

I like eating alone, and listening to music alone.

But when I see a mother with her child, a girl with her lover, or a friend laughing with their best friend, I realize that even though I like being alone, I don’t fancy being lonely. The sky is beautiful, but the people are sad. I just need someone who won’t run away.

Source: tokyo-tea

Friday, February 3, 2012

Sucker Punch

there are times when i want to punch myself in the stomach. just like now.

you see, i am actually preparing my documents since i was already recommended for hiring. meaning, i will be soon on my own without a preceptor to check my work.

i am actually grateful for my preceptor. she stands by me and listens to my side. ever patient and soft spoken, i see some similarities between me and her. now these things make me want to punch myself harder.

how could i not inform her that i was not going to report for work since we were given time to complete our documents?

one simple text and it will be all over. but, i did not do it.