there are times when i want to punch myself in the stomach. just like now.
you see, i am actually preparing my documents since i was already recommended for hiring. meaning, i will be soon on my own without a preceptor to check my work.
i am actually grateful for my preceptor. she stands by me and listens to my side. ever patient and soft spoken, i see some similarities between me and her. now these things make me want to punch myself harder.
how could i not inform her that i was not going to report for work since we were given time to complete our documents?
one simple text and it will be all over. but, i did not do it.