Patutsada

i just got shitted.

well, nadoble na kasi the first time i wrote this post, hindi pala siya napublish. and it was all because of botcha girl in the office. even if hindi siya nakaduty dahil naconfine ang kanyang bebe dahil sa kanyang kagagahan, nakaranas pa rin ako ng kanyang shittiness nang magpunta siya sa office.

everytime na magbibigay ako ng expert opinion (expert daw o) to her wishes, lagi na lang siyang nagpapasabog ng kagagahan. clearly, ayaw ko sa kanya. even my other office mates would second the motion sa kanyang pagiging shitty sa buhay.

so ayun, i will be counting the days na makakasama ko siya as i have filed nga my resignation. but, san ba ako patungo? abangan sa next post ko...

Botcha

kumain ako ng siomai.

kumuha pa ako. nasarapan kasi ako e. tsaka libre. may sobra kasi mula sa dinaluhang seminar.

nang walang kaabug-abog, bigla na lamang nagkomento ang paborito kong office mate, "hindi ko siya gusto. hindi siya masarap. parang lasang botcha."

isang wtf ang tumakbo sa isip ko dahil sa tatlong dahilan:

1. hindi ko kailangan ang komento mo. hindi naman ikaw ang kakain so better shut your mouth.

2. walang pakialamanan. buhay ko to ate. kung bumula man ang bibig ko dahil sa lason na kakainin ko, so be it. kainin mo nalang yung pagkain mo na galing sa karinderya habang kakainin namin ang aming food from kfc. haha

3. hindi ako kumakain ng botcha. so hindi ko alam ang lasa ng karneng double dead. buti ka pa alam mo, pero, sayo na lang yan te.

bitter kasi itong office mate ko. hindi nabigyan ng fully loaded meal dahil alam naming may pagkain sila from their training. ayun. kung anu-ano kinocomment.

basta, life is beautiful. lalo na pag lasang botcha ang pagkain at libre! haha

Barbaric

sa mga taong nagtatanong pero ayaw maniwala sa mga sinasabi ko, isang malaking SH*T para sa iyo.

ang kagalingan sa trabaho ay hindi nasusukat sa paraan ng pagsasalita o kung sa paano ka umasta.

kapag hindi masyadong magaling at ang pagpapanggap ay hindi kapani-paniwala, tumahimik na lamang.

Perfection Personified

so kailangan talagang may ganun sa bawat kasama sa trabaho?

wala nga talagang perpekto. konsepto lang siya. isang mataas na pamantayan sa buhay ng tao. madalas, nawawala sa isip natin na isa lamang siyang ideya na kailanman ay hindi makakamtam.

gaya na lang sa trabaho ko.

maliit lang ang departamento namin. si boss, dalawang supervisor at apat kaming quality analyst. lahat sila, matagal na ospital puwera kay boss na kareregular lang last month. wala akong problema kay boss. wala rin akong problema sa dalawang supervisor. ang problema ko ay ang isang kasama kong quality analyst.

ginusto kong magtrabaho dahil gusto kong malayo sa bunganga ng aking monster mom. i mean, minsan, gusto kong makaiwas sa kanyang mga rants at mga opinyon sa buhay. opinionated din kasi ako pero hinahayaan ko lang silang manatili sa sulok ng utak ko pwera nalang kung hindi ko mapigilan.

ninais ko din na maappreciate ang mga inputs ko. pinapahalagahan sila at kung hindi naaayon, mapansin ang aking effort.

heto ngayon, kailanman, imposible na magkaron ng isang perpektong working environment. yung lahat, natutuwa ka at bawat umaga, gusto mo silang makita. may harmony. walang negative forces. maayos makiusap. magaling makitungo sa bawat isa.

well, itong kasama ko sa office, ay isang malaking katotohanan nito. siya ang tanging panira sa konsepto ng perpeksyon ng isang harmonious working environment. isa siyang....

halimaw!

dahil gusto niya, siya lagi ang kumain ng atensyon. gusto niyang nakawin ang lahat ng kredito sa buhay. ang kagalingan, sa kanya. ang pinakamahirap, sa kanya pa rin. ang mga karanasan ng iba, sa kanya din plus marami pang mga halong pampadagdag kulay ng kanyang kuwento.

magtatanong pero sasabihan ka ng "hindi kasi ganito yun." mageexplain ka sa inquiry niya pero ipipilit ang kanya. ano ba?

ayaw kong maging snob. ayaw kong maging intimidating. ayaw kong maging sarcastic. ayaw kong maging sarado sa mga tao sa paligid ko. pero, nahihirapan akong magpakatotoo sa sarili ko.

si ate na kasama ko sa trabaho, masyado kasing know-it-all. para sa kanya, alam niya lahat. ang mga experiences namin, naranasan na rin niya. kung mahirap ang trabaho ko, mas mahirap daw ang kanya.

o sige sayo na lahat. ikaw na ang magaling. ikaw na ang pinakamatalino. ikaw na ang pinaka may alam sa lahat. ikaw na ang pinagpala.

basta ako, tatapusin ko ang study ko. goodluck sa monthly, quarterly at yearly reports mo! tsuk!

Peace Tayo

sa lahat ng mga nakikita kong nurse sa daan na walang habas sa pagsira ng dangal ng isang nurse...

sa lahat ng mga nurse na gumamit ng kapit/padrino/backer/kakilala/kamag-anak/kaibigan para makapagtrabaho at hindi dumaan sa tamang proseso ng hiring...

sa lahat ng mga nurse na nagrereklamo sa hirap ng trabaho...

sa lahat ng mga ospital na nananamantala sa mga nurse sa pamamagitan ng pagkakaroon ng volunteer/reliever program..

sa lahat ng mga opisyales ng gobyerno na walang ginawa sa kalagayan ng mga nurses...

isang malutong na salamat at goodluck sa inyong buhay.

Liberation

so dlsu lady spikers and feu spikers both lost to ust. me and my teams on the losing end.

but not totally.

this i have to say: feu took the men's football title against who? ust. how about this? dlsu lady booters beating ust in the women's football championships.

not to mention an feu-nrmf graduate topping the medical board exam.

did i actually remember my high school classmate (now a graduating ust med. student) who did not pass u.p. and dlsu entrance exams say that in the philippines, only up, ust and plm are the reputable ones?

now take this: suck it all bitches!

Eulogy sa Iyong Shitteous na Buhay My Friend

Dahil nangako ako sa iyo Benj, last na talaga to. Hindi ko lang mapigilan ang sarili ko matapos akong tawagin na pabigat sa mga magulang ko (which my parents never told me) ng isang pseudo-friend.

Yup I am closing my hangups sa isang low-life creature with this entry. Enough is enough. You have done a lot of damage into my beautiful canvass called my life and partly, responsible ako dun. So here I am closing this "little" part with this eulogy to your shitteous life that I have viewed yours as dead long before you reached puberty.

Thank you for you have showed me how great my life is. Sa lahat na lang ng oras na nagkikita tayo, laging ang mga daing mo sa paghihirap sa pag-aaral ang bumubungad saming mga tenga. Nakakasawa. Nakakainis. Manonood na lang ko ng mga balita kesa makinig sa yo.

Thank you for making me realize that I have stood with the simplicity of life not complicating it with frustrations rooted on your ancestors. Mahirap nga kalagayan namin as nurses but I am just so thankful na nurse ako at hindi miserable katulad mo. I know this shit na nangyayari samen e lilipas din. E yung iyo? Friend, wala ka pa sa tunay na kalbaryo niyo.

Thank you dahil sa kayabangan mo, nadidistinguish namin ang dapat na pag-uugali ng isang tao. Sabi nga ulit sa text ni benj, kung gano man kascrewed up ang buhay mo, hindi ka pa rin useless dahil pwede kang gawing bad example. At iyon ang isa sa nagiging papel mo sa amin.

Thank you dahil sa mga delusions of grandeur mo, alam namin na normal kami at grounded pa rin kahit papano. Minsan sana, gawin mong kapani-paniwala ang mga sinasabi mo kahit konti lang.

Thank you dahil sa pagiging user-friendly mo, natuto kami sa mga pinapagawa mo habang ikaw ay walang hirap na nag-eenjoy sa buhay mo free from your responsibilities. Tyong matuto ka naman maging multi-tasker, independent at resourceful. Pinagkakalat mong magaling ka e simpleng paggawa lang ng diagram sa MS Word hindi mo magawa. Tsk Tsk Tsk

Thank you dahil sa pagiging selfish mo, mas nag-eenjoy kami kapag wala ka o paalis ka na sa outing ng tropa. Promise, ang saya namin!

O siya, nakakarami ka na sa space kahit hindi dapat. Hay tapos na ang kabanata sa buhay ko na pinapangit ng isang nilalang na hindi ko alam kung bakit ko pa nakilala.

Paalam sa yo! (Yes!!!!)

Raincoats are for Rainy Days

How often do you watch news and after seeing it, you feel great? Well not often right?

This is somehow the reason why I don't watch news. Much more, watch the soap operas that plague the Philippine TV. I thought it would be more beneficial for me to just lock myself in my own room and read books. Actually, this has been my act for the past few days.

The Philippines is the only Christian country in Asia. True. Is this an advantage? Somehow, it is not if you are going to look at some aspects. Aspects that would show how it curtails certain progress or change.

It is not God who actually restrains changes. It is with people who somehow chose to narrow their minds. The people who have closed their minds to certain possibilities that could result in good.

Christianity should be an advantage for us right? A lot of developed countries are Christian. Catholicism, Protestantism and other religions all play part in the success of a nation.

So what about Christianity and news? It is because of the growing rift between the Catholic Church and the Legislative arm of our government rooted in the passing of the Reproductive Health Bill.

The Catholic Church is in total protest of the passing of the bill because one of the elements of the Bill is Family Planning. With it, the Bill will advocate the use of artificial means of contraception (Examples are condom, pills, etc.) in which the Catholic Church totally dismisses.

According to them, they would still prefer faithfulness and abstinence as top methods. Natural means of contraception would come next.

Excuse me but being a nurse, I know for a fact that the natural means of contraception is not highly effective. It is prone to a lot of errors and inconsistencies for since the body is also inconsistent.

And excuse me again, faithfulness and abstinence? Are you serious? Even Catholic priest are not keen on following these as evidenced by priests having children and worse, family. Recent scandals in Ireland and the U.S. would also point to priests committing homosexual activities in which the Pope himself had asked for apology to the public.

Here, they are trying to preach something of which some of their members cannot even follow. Do they actually believe people can be faithful to their partners or even to their vows of celibacy at all times?

What about threatening these politicians and urging public not to vote them in the next elections? Or the refusal of giving communion to these politicians? Whatever happened to the separation of the state and the church!

Are those not examples of abuse of power? I ask myself, did Jesus abused His authority? Please enlighten me.

If you will read the bill, it is actually comprehensive. I believe it is good and very timely. The bill is not just about artificial means of contraception. It has a lot of good things to offer when implemented properly. It encompasses the whole concept of reproductive health like maternal and child health, adolescent and youth health as well as men's reproductive health. Not to miss is responsible parenthood which I think should be a concern since time immemorial.

You can read the bill here: http://dirp3.pids.gov.ph/population/documents/HB4110.pdf

Rainy days are here again. Meaning cold days are here to stay. Meaning a lot of things can happen.

Raincoats are definitely in!

No Place for Defeatists

I hate weaklings! Particularly, I hate those who wasted great opportunities in their lives.

While watching Pinoy Dream Academy, I could not believe how people throw the opportunity that will never come again in their lives.

Is it because you miss your family? You can't stand the pressure? Guilty of leaving your loved ones?

You should have thought about those before you decided to join. A lot of deserving people are waiting for this chance. Many would do anything just to be in your position.

It sucks because you are so selfish. You could have given the chance to other people.

We don't need people who are weak inside. Stand up for you are all grown up. Be strong for nobody said that life will be easy.
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