Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Friends, Foods and Feelings

impossible. it is impossible to live in this world without friends, foods and feelings...


yesterday, i was a at a friend's baptismal party. i was a godparent of her son. there, i met some of my closest friends from high school. gosh! why did i become so huge?!!! i've got to make adjustments now on my lifestyle. it will surely make you feel less like a shit lolz.


i am always misunderstood as being snobbish but do i care? hell no! i have friends that really know me and they are enough for me. however, i still love meeting new friends. i just don't know if it's because of how i look or the way i carry myself. nevertheless, i am improving in this department.


nothing beats the company of good friends plus the delight from good food. i had a sumptuous meal yesterday! literally, food was flowing! i had no choice but to had a taste of the good life.ú


so how do i feel now? i feel great. i am happy. at the same time, i feel like i'm a monster of how i added some pounds these past few months. i feel awkward because sometimes, i dont know how to carry myself. now is the time to get past of these negative feelings and improve on myself...

Monday, April 28, 2008

Beginnings



i love beginnings. there is that joy of having to start anew. the thought of not knowing what will happen next is such a delight for me. you know in your mind that this could be great and it is in this light that i am starting this- my blog...


i have always wanted to have a diary. an avenue where i can share my all and this beginning is truly a treasure. i was a writer back in highschool but come college, i opted to focus only on my studies and somehow forgot my love for writing. this is also a start for my forgotten love for writing.


simple. i am simple. i am easily delighted by simple things. i live a simple life. no drama and no action. i have been cocooned into this simplicity that now, i desire to live a different life. adventurous but meaningful. i desire to break free and see the world in a different way.


in a few weeks, i know that a new beginning for me is about to happen. i am happy but nervous as well. this is my beginning...