well, i stood in awe how the words of mark suddenly came into reality.
"isa kang madalahira at madiwarang nurse."
time and again, it has been my goal to be the very kind and sweet person that i envision to be. but, i always fail. it is like i get into this skin- cynical, excessive realist and a no-nonsense approach to almost anything and everything.
even if i attribute it to the way i was brought up, yash tells me to let go of it. that i am too old to know what is right and with that knowledge, i should have banished whatever that is keeping me to be truly happy.
and i guess, work is pushing me also to take on that skin and be at my defensive state in every shift.
we will see...