for two weeks now, i have been struggling to practice yoga. it seems that i can only practice it when i am at the shala.
same with working out at the gym. it is only when i have a session with sam that i can finish a full work out.
stress? could be. from looking for a house to move in before june, to fixing some documents, to packing my things and those that i will bring home. everything demands of my time and energy.
so i stop. i get frustrated and spend most of time doing and thinking about nothing. it is like i am going to a process of slow decay physically and intellectually.
there is no passion. or excitement that would make me want to start the day right away.
perspective and inner motivation- these are the things that i need at the moment.