i am doing this- blogging. for some reason, my energy has been low. motivation almost non-existent. it is as if my life is on a standstill. no, probably on a plateau. i know what i want but somehow, i do not do anything to get it. there is no excitement. there is no thrill. could it be my hormones? or, my lack of actual personal relationships?
recently, i have tried tinder. initially, i just wanted to try what my friends are telling me. but i am liking it now. one question from a match at the application asked me what i was doing before venturing to tinder and not dating.
i could not think of any. this just proved how boring my life is. boring in the sense that it is steady. not much of a roller coaster ride. i believe there will be a time that things will change. somebody will come to my life and make a full turn of what i am and what i am doing right now.
thinking of an answer, my life revolves on career and studies. but now that nothing seems to matter to me, i would like excitement. for something to make me wake up in the morning full of zest and do amazing things.
i hope this could be the start.