Friday, November 7, 2014

78: Off

off!

as i type this, nakapagmall na ako at nakakain ng nasa oras.  mamaya, magpapamassage ako.  then matutulog ng walang alarm ang phone.  i never felt so relaxed ngayong wala na akong patient.  walang iniisip na bed bath.  walang pagbibigay ng gamot.  walang pagbabantay sa mga sandali na gigising siya para magbanyo.

the past nights, dumaan lang sila.  i was just waiting for those shifts to finish.  i tried to read and to study but the body is weak.  nakakaantok.  no amount of coffee can perk me up.  so eto, nagsisimulang magbasa at mag-aral.  tambak pa ang mga ebooks na babasahin ko.  

gosh.  i am just writing nonsense here.  will try to write better now that i finally found my inspiration to write better...

1 comment:

citybuoy said...

I know what you mean. haha I've recently started reading Lullabies ni Lang Leav. In fairness, masaya siya pang-reflect!