Saturday, October 11, 2014

105: Shallow

magiging superficial nako.  magiging shallow na rin.  aminin natin, sa mundong ito, looks do really matter.  it is like you are two steps ahead kahit ikaw ay hindi naman ganon katalino o kagaling.  sa school, sa trabaho at pati na rin sa pag-ibig- this world really gives a high premium for those blessed with looks.

unless magparetoke ako, i know i can never have it.  but i can start improving on my body.  idamay na din ang pag-iisip.  i will try for the nth time to really live with a positive outlook and to ditch those that will not make me happy.  i will nurture relationships that make me a better person.

aalisin ko na rin ang sarcasm, ang angst, ang pag-iisip na lahat ay may ulterior motive at ang hindi paglalagay ng sunblock kapag magswiswimming. lahat ng ito ay nakakadagdag sa wrinkles.  

all these efforts are being made to make myself look good in my own operational definition.  basta yun na yun.  i feel na ang galing ay nakukuha din naman.  ang talino makukuha sa pagbasa at mga karanasan sa buhay pero mahirap iachieve ang maging fabulous.

i want to be fresh.  i want to be fit and i want to be the best that i can bago pa marating ang day 106.  hindi ko na siya hihintayin as if doon lang nakabase ang aking kaligayahan.  i will make it now and will just treat it as an icing to the cake.


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