i wish i could write of things that picture the happy side of my life. or the funny ones. even the embarrassing incidents of my life.
but the way things are going, my life is like in a black and white mode of a camera. all seems to be in that gloomy color with no signs of vibrancy. it is not that i am complaining. i am just here to express these sentiments. it makes me scared that if i am unable to blurt these things out, they might make me insane.
can somebody change my mode of life into a colored one?