now i do not want to sound bitter here. after all, karen was not enough for my friends to leave me. i can only be happy for them, even my very best friend benj leaving as well. now nearing two weeks since he left, benj finally got a job in singapore.
i am truly happy for him. no slight evidence of envy or any negative emotions. he deserves that job. after all the hard work and sacrifices, it could only get better for him. as i have told him, he has a good heart.
this points the matter to myself. am i too bad not to be blessed by the heavens above?