Cleaning the Soot of the Ugly Past

a week passed and i survived the test of an unfamiliar environment. i did enjoy the training as soon as i opened up to people. new faces and new friends. but not for long. so i am moving on.

i decided to act quickly so by tuesday, i was already in the corridors of my prospect. i thought i did fine but not awesome. so i will try to be one when i come back. hopefully. with prayers everyday that i will be called for the next step.

the way i see it, i am recovering from that downfall. but not completely. there is still a lot to be done on my part. don't you just hate it when you thought you are doing okay, some people from the past come up and try to steal that newly-found inner peace? i guess i might take things into my own hands. i have to protect my self now from being corrupted by my own past.

life is so beautiful so to try to pollute it with the soot of the ugly past is not just fair. i will not rush and i will not fret of things i do not have and will not have. i will wait for my time to shine.