Thursday, April 7, 2011

Defensive

puyat ako. mula sa pag-iingay ng katabing bar namin. gabi-gabi, ganito ang sitwasyon. hinahayaan ko na lang kasi i give them three months bago malugi ang business nila.

i mean, para lang silang naglalaro e. parang mga bata na nagkapera at nagdecide agad na magput up ng bar. all to their attempt to legitimize their love for booze. maingay. nakakainis lang kasi after a hard day's work (hard daw o), ang gusto ko lang is to rest and sleep peacefully.



everyday drinking. getting to bar fights. no respect for people. bad, just plain bad.

a lot of people have said that i am too nice. too courteous. too refine. to the point na malamya daw. mahinhin. and to that, people put labels to what they perceive in the outside.

hindi ko lang maintindihan why people prefer yung may angas. yung may pagkabarumbado. yung may pagkasalbahe.

boring. walang adventure but a lot of people end up crying sa mga pinaggagawa ng mga taong pinili nila. i mean, hello? you just got what you deserve.

so yun lang. nalalabuan lang ako sa takbo ng buhay. not trying to be bitter here. oops, defensive.

*photo taken here.

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