Friday, April 23, 2010

Stye and Jason Mraz

i have stye and i hate it. it hurts a bit and i feel the heaviness that comes with it. forget about the beliefs of people cause i am not. not being defensive, i just want you to know that is caused by an infection and stress may put people susceptible to it.

so there, i am stressed about anything and everything that goes around in my life. that job, my mom's mouth, sister's search for a new job that made me accompany her to the companies she applied for and the ultimate desire to love myself more. all of these are enough to cause a stye.

the heaviness that accompanies it, i close my eyes more. i rest a lot more than the usual. each time that i remember, i apply some warm compress to alleviate the discomfort and for that each moment i get to do it, i think a lot.

my siestas have never been good. after i wake up a little sweaty from the heat, i feel that it has been a good sleep. basically, i do nothing but i feel that i have been tired for so long so i am taking a break from being a try-hard as one of my favorite artists coined it. i guess, i need to let things take its own course.

that will include the stye from healing by its own.

2 comments:

Mac Callister said...

when im waiting for my application abroad,my fave time of the day was siesta!haha i kinda miss that!

Charltoninho said...

how ironic isn't it? when i was working, i also missed those...