the week proved to be one of the worst to date. no news yet about the decision. mom is always, well, the mom that i have known. the relatives are still in the house. rain has stopped falling and since then, the humid is killing me. i am not feeling well at all.
much as my friends would listen and motivate me, i cannot seem to find the change of heart. nothing seems to be going on my way. but, i have decided to end it all. the negativity. the hate.
but in order to do this, i need to get out of my box. i guess, i will need the fresh environment of isabela.