just got home from yet another round of coffee with friends and some booze with friends of joan's hubby. it was just last sunday when i went to karen's despedida and here i am again, enjoying the last few days with her. initially, i did not want to go as i have told myself to keep myself at home until something good happens in my career.
but to hell with that. i need to be happy and keep my mind off from the things that bother me most. i need to regain my confidence that i can do it and i can make it. i need my friends' own success stories so i can be motivated again to try even if it will mean failures along the way.
and with a simple convincing from benj, i did go. again, i did not regret it. over the years, our conversations have grown into a mature one. the silly stuff is still there but wisdom springs from every experience that we had. each time i get to be with them, an examination to my own journey warrants me some kind of redirection.
so thank you friends. i can never do it without you.