i made a promise to come back here if i already have it. however, the human in me could not keep it.
this ordeal has been bugging me for months now. not that i am complaining but all these times, i am finding myself asking if it is really for me.
i made a bold move. unorthodox, i am really hoping i can pull it off. too many efforts done and too many unsatisfying meals, i say it is better to do it in the way that i know.
there is just so much in me that is hoping, wishing and praying that it will be finished...